lyrics and a side note

Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach Back
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

© OCEAN CITY PARK;

How I'm feeling at the moment it. It confuses me. Because I am dating a boy I so claim to love. and He doesn't really care at all. I thought dating the boy of my dreams would be a fairytale come true. As of late it hasn't done me much good. I think..... I think I fell in love with.. one of my best friends. and I can't tell him... This song reminds me so much of him. [:

Loving the right guy?,

Tash

orphann

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ca0LNT-liK8 This is the ending of orphan. I loved this movie, and I found the little girl to be....... interesting. In the end she got what she deserved, and I am happy she died. :] Because.....

I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY!

:]
<3,
Tasha

I love your face. :]

I will have a poem for you tomorrow. :] I have just been really busy. A lot has been on my mind. I don't know if Josh not knowing this is here is a good or bad thing, but at least I can express my heart. There isn't a whole lot going on in my head. Random as usual I mean come on I'm Tasha. I'm as random as a banana is paper. The funny thing is, what if bananas were some how being made to make paper. That would be funny as heck. So in other news of rambling on and on about boring crap. Here's the best news of the day. Brian hugged mee. :] I just wish Josh would more often.. But, then later when Josh wasn't at the lunch table, I was petting Brian's hair and he didn't want me to, and as he was pushing me away, he grabbed MY CHEST. :O I felt more violated than a Japanese hooker in the middle of Wal-mart.
Well have a GREAT day, and remember.
I LOVE YOUR FACE! :]
<3,
Tasha Marie Gurney

Who am I anymore?

I am dating the boy of my dreams. I have liked this boy since forever. I am absolutely and totally faithful to this guy. No matter what I will never ever hurt him. Now, that I have him let us all hope I can keep him... I broke one of my best friends hearts yesterday.. I feel so sad cause he is a good guy. I just wanna hug him and make it all better...

I love that guy sooo much. :]

It's Britney Bitch
I see you,
And i just wanna dance with you

Everytime they turn the lights down
Just wanna go that extra mile for you
You got my display of affection
Feels like no one else in the room (but you)

[Bridge:]
We can get down like there's no one around
We keep on rocking, we keep on rockin'
Cameras are flashing while we're dirty dancing
They keep watching, keep watchin'
Feels like the the crowd was saying

[Chorus:]
Gimme Gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more [x4]

The center of attention, even when we're up against the wall
You got me in a crazy position (uh huh)
If you're on a mission (ooh)
You got my permission oh

[Bridge]

[Chorus (x4)]

[Spoken]
I just can't control myself, more
They want more?
Well I'll give them more (ow!)

[Chorus (x4)]

Gimme more gimme more
Gimme more gimme more babe
I just want more

Gimme gimme gimme gimme gimme [x4]

watch this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsYngtZGyEM

It's kinda how I feel at the moment.

Tales of an eighth grade poet. :]

the sky has darkened,
the pain has hearkened
My life flashes before my eyes
Why do I even try

to hide whats left of me
why do I try to be
something I'm not
I try to be taut

you think I'm fine
that my souls divine
and I try to believe
and not to deceive

the things I've held inside
the things I have tried to derive.
but yet they stay
and though they may

we shall try
to never think why
though we already know
it was he who had to go

I have a new boyy. :]

Okay so this guy I've liked for a while asked me out and me and my last bf broke up yesterday. so of course I said yes. Why because I love this guy with a burning passion. hahaha He is just so wonderful, and amazing. I really am feeling great today. I'm am absolutely happy today cause I love this guy to death.

Love always,

Tasha :]

Really I mean what the heck!!!

okay so maybe I just want to blow off steam. I don't know about the whole relationship thing. I really was contemplating breaking up with this guy today. I mean he wasn't there today and you can't let a girl like me sit and wonder what if? He'll be doing that for two days in a row. I don't want to hurt him or myself by being rash. What should I do?

Love you all forever,

Tasha :]

I stand alone.

I sit and wonder
through the raging thunder
under this cherry tree
How will we ever see?

There's so much love and peace in the world
spewing those lies make me want to hurl
The truth must come forth once and for all
No one will catch you if you happen to fall

They will stand and watch if it catches their glance
never giving us a second chance
so this I know and understand
no one is there to grab your hand

without you there I stand alone
like the single saddest metronome
ticking back and forth
always trying to count it's worth

which in fact can be nothing
or perhaps you think I'm bluffing
Maybe I am maybe I'm not
whether I am is always sought

So I wonder
in the raging thunder
under this cherry tree
How will anyone ever see?