lyrics and a side note

Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach Back
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

© OCEAN CITY PARK;

How I'm feeling at the moment it. It confuses me. Because I am dating a boy I so claim to love. and He doesn't really care at all. I thought dating the boy of my dreams would be a fairytale come true. As of late it hasn't done me much good. I think..... I think I fell in love with.. one of my best friends. and I can't tell him... This song reminds me so much of him. [:

Loving the right guy?,

Tash

orphann

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ca0LNT-liK8 This is the ending of orphan. I loved this movie, and I found the little girl to be....... interesting. In the end she got what she deserved, and I am happy she died. :] Because.....

I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY!

:]
<3,
Tasha

I love your face. :]

I will have a poem for you tomorrow. :] I have just been really busy. A lot has been on my mind. I don't know if Josh not knowing this is here is a good or bad thing, but at least I can express my heart. There isn't a whole lot going on in my head. Random as usual I mean come on I'm Tasha. I'm as random as a banana is paper. The funny thing is, what if bananas were some how being made to make paper. That would be funny as heck. So in other news of rambling on and on about boring crap. Here's the best news of the day. Brian hugged mee. :] I just wish Josh would more often.. But, then later when Josh wasn't at the lunch table, I was petting Brian's hair and he didn't want me to, and as he was pushing me away, he grabbed MY CHEST. :O I felt more violated than a Japanese hooker in the middle of Wal-mart.
Well have a GREAT day, and remember.
I LOVE YOUR FACE! :]
<3,
Tasha Marie Gurney