Friday, November 5, 2010

Tasha. On love.

Jordann and Jacob broke up.. she is heartbroken. I can hear it in the words she isn't saying.I can hear it in the way she's behaving. I can hear her. Screaming. Screaming in sadness. In sorrow. In hatred. Not hatred because she hates him. But another hatred. Hatred because she loves him. Loved..
Love can be such a nasty thing. Such a horrible heartbreaking thing. It can be better. it WILL be better. you just have to look deep within yourself and you will see it. The beautifulness within love.

I will always love. Always. This is one promise I can actually keep.

With all my Love,
Tasha Marie.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Lost in Mexico- Album 3(Fuck if we know)

I woke up one morning
Hungover as shit.
Just as the sun lit.
I thought I'd forget
and never have to think about it.
Fuck
I just got hit by a truck
Dude, couldn't even spare a buck.
Just my luck.
I'm stuck.
I look at John,
Where the fuck is my lawn?
He doesn't know
Where the fuck do we go?
Fuckin lost in mexico
on the bathroom floor in Texaco.
So we get up and decided
what decision should be provided?

(Incomplete. You like?) :)

You know what I realized? (That I'm dying?)

Dear people who read this,
Shuddup. :) Just kiddinggg. I really miss you guyss. :( I never realized that I have gone through sooo many guys in such a short period of time...
Jeremy. didn't like him more than a friend.
Brent. Let's just say... it didn't work out.
now... Josh.
I don't want to fucking jinx it this time. sooo. lets just see where this goes? I'm a teenager. desperate for love.. Not just any love.
True. Wholesome. Unconditional. Love.
I want the love that everyday you look at that person and love them even more.
I want the love that makes it hard to be angry at them even when you should be.
I want the love that the old people walking through the park holding hands has.
I want the love that is simply given and never has to be asked for.

That's what I want. That is what I am searching for.
I have never had any sexual relations with any of these boys. (For the record)
So. Call me a whore. A slut. A skank.
All I'm looking for is Love.

Avec mon coeur, Adieu.
(With my heart, Goodbye)
Tasharella.